(Here are random photos I took of cupcakes. Who doesn't like cupcakes?! Death Eaters.)
HEY.HELLO. BONJOUR. And...I only took French in high school so that's it. I feel so out of practice with blogging that I don't even know what to write. I think I'm supposed to have a point and not ramble? Oh wait, I think I used to just ramble and people were okay with that? I feel like this is my very first blog entry all over again and I'm terribly self-conscious and awkward. At the same time I feel like I'm coming back to my small little home here and it's nice. Really nice.
How to try and fill the gaps...hmmm. Basically what happened was: I went to therapy, I learned more about myself than I ever had known before, I started to believe in myself again, that belief turned into love, I felt really happy, I felt happy enough to be fearless in living, I went everywhere and met everyone, then fall came, and school started, and I was working full time, and then I met a boy and he was sweet and funny and the first person to make me feel like I could love again in a very long time so I made him mine, then I quit my job because it was unfair and not worth my gas money to go, I got accepted into a four year university for next semester, I'm excited to go, I'm going to move out, I need a new job to do that, and things are crazy and wonderful at the same time.
But...I MISSED ALL OF YOU! And lately I haven't felt creatively satisfied. I remembered that blogging and sharing photographs and original thoughts and music with all of you was one of the most inspiring experiences of my life. That's right-my life. I'm that serious. I miss that community of understanding and support and creative vibes. I miss sending postcards and packages. I miss being connected to people all over the country and world. So I'm back. I'm also sorry. I didn't even leave you a goodbye or hiatus post I just fell off the face of the blogosphere. I'm ready to immerse myself back into all of your lives. I'm a better friend than I've been lately, I promise. Pinky swear. Guaranteed. I'm glad to be back : )
How to try and fill the gaps...hmmm. Basically what happened was: I went to therapy, I learned more about myself than I ever had known before, I started to believe in myself again, that belief turned into love, I felt really happy, I felt happy enough to be fearless in living, I went everywhere and met everyone, then fall came, and school started, and I was working full time, and then I met a boy and he was sweet and funny and the first person to make me feel like I could love again in a very long time so I made him mine, then I quit my job because it was unfair and not worth my gas money to go, I got accepted into a four year university for next semester, I'm excited to go, I'm going to move out, I need a new job to do that, and things are crazy and wonderful at the same time.
But...I MISSED ALL OF YOU! And lately I haven't felt creatively satisfied. I remembered that blogging and sharing photographs and original thoughts and music with all of you was one of the most inspiring experiences of my life. That's right-my life. I'm that serious. I miss that community of understanding and support and creative vibes. I miss sending postcards and packages. I miss being connected to people all over the country and world. So I'm back. I'm also sorry. I didn't even leave you a goodbye or hiatus post I just fell off the face of the blogosphere. I'm ready to immerse myself back into all of your lives. I'm a better friend than I've been lately, I promise. Pinky swear. Guaranteed. I'm glad to be back : )
8 comments:
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KAIT!
We have missed you, and are thrilled to have you back. I am so glad that your life has been so brilliant. :)
You're back! :D
i've missed your "ramblings" : )
i'm really happy things are going crazy & wonderful for you.
a boy? :))
yay for being accepted!!
will you send me your address again? dandelion.lina@yahoo.com
thanks : )
1. Those cupcakes. Look. Delicious. Like, unbelievably delicious.
2. YAAAAAY! YOU'RE BACK! :D The blogging community has definitely missed your wonderful ramblings. I'm so happy to hear you bearing news about such fantastic things in your life. It makes me quite pleased to read these good things. Promise not to disappear again? :)
Welcome back :)
are you coming back t the tumblr world too?
i am so happy you are back. i have missed your lovely words. well done for getting into university! awesome news.
like lina, will you send me your address again?? i need to send mail to you. :)
cryonicwoman@yahoo.co.uk
much love far away friend. :D
i've so missed your blogging. :)
and this boy sounds wonderful. congrats on uni!
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