I am a storm.
Just raging away.I feel like I have nothing worth saying.
I feel like I try hard to be good and kind and honest and at the end of the day it gets me nowhere.
I believed in karma and education and fair play.
I believed.
I have headaches and exhaustion.
Ailments of my own making.
I sleep too much.
I stay inside a lot.
I went outside once this week and the sun burnt my nose.
I miss so many things all at once.
It's a new kind of pain.
Human bodies aren't built for that much missing.
That much regret.
I want to rise above.
I want to be my former self.
I would settle for a fragment of her.
I fear she's gone.
She won't turn back.
She has gumption.
I am overwhelmed by what I can't seem to do.
I can't love.
I can't connect.
I can't feel properly.
I can cry.
I can be alone.
I can hide.
Those things don't make a life.
I'm not sure what does anymore.
7 comments:
Good food, good books, and those friends that drag you out of bed. That's what makes a life.
You definitely have something worth saying. You have so much worth saying! And so much worth doing, too. I guess life has a lot to offer, and we just have to try and figure out how to get a hold of that :/
This is amazingly written! I loved reading it. You're so talented.
Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse.
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best...
And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...
If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps
Just purse your lips and whistle - that's the thing.
And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...
For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word
You must always face the curtain with a bow.
Forget about your sin - give the audience a grin
Enjoy it - it's your last chance anyhow.
So always look on the bright side of death
Just before you draw your terminal breath
Life's a piece of shit
When you look at it
Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true.
You'll see it's all a show
Keep 'em laughing as you go
Just remember that the last laugh is on you.
And always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the right side of life...
Always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the bright side of life!
I agree with shelby, good books and friends are what's life's about. And good tea!
Don't look at the sad bits of life. Think about your favorite movie, or that person who never fails to make you smile. Drink home squeezed lemonade, and bake vegan chocolate chip cookies all day. Life is the little wonderful things that happen, not the day-to-day worries and obligations.
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I wish I knew what life was worth living for, too. I'm scared I'm never going to amount to anything. But this is an irrational fear for me to have --I'll do something-- and you especially will add to the world. You're amazing! :D
Hope you're well.
Happy Easter!
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